A knife that stab into my heart...

Everytime i fall down,i will b tougher n tougher....Cry is jz a process 2 express myself....Sad is jz a emotion and feelings that cause by sumthing that i really care about.....And sumtimes,i hate my instinct for being so accurate....I'm so afraid sumtimes,i dunno whether i'm insane....But anyway,my life still will carry on,n i'm still Cecilia....there are nothing that i can change...