Thursday, September 16, 2010

我好烦啊!!!

感觉到我最近好像很EMO哦~也许是因为现在是假期吧,所以会比平时想得更多的东西!有时真的觉得很辛苦。。。
我知道有些事情即使再喜欢,再想去做,就是因为某些原因就不能去做了!在错的时间,也许做了些对的事,也会变到是错的!有时,我会控制不了自己的情感和情绪,但是又能怎么办呢??
最近读书真的专心不了!太有压力,再加上我脑袋好像很多东西在环绕着一样!救命啊!!
就要考预考了!!我还是这副样子!!讨厌!!!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

紧张

不懂最近怎么了,我觉得自己好像很容易紧张那样!当我紧张时,我觉得我心跳加速,心跳变得好像很大声那样!血冲很快,冲啊冲。。。。然后,我感觉到肚子痛,手有点流汗。。。有时我还呼吸不到,要用很大的力气来呼!自己发生了什么事了啊??!

或者有时,做复习或功课做到一半,心觉得很乱很乱!不能够专心!只有大大声的喊出来!觉得自己有点疯疯癫癫了哦!

STPM 希望"你"快快完!不然,如果我再有这样的毛病,我会很惨的!!!!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

2 weeks of holidays.....

Finally,2 weeks of holidays has jz started...Erm,i dunno wheather i should happy or sad...Happy mayb bcoz of i can rest for a while n continue my journey of form 6.....but sad is....after the holidays,my stpm trial starts...

F6 is really tough!i must admit that i'm take it too lightly at the beginning of form 6...bcoz i think it will b the same as form 5...but eventually is not!!is totally different!Form 6 is not easy as ABC...Too many things hv 2 memorize,and hv tans of formula and concept that v hv 2 understand,and still .....must memorize it!i jz hope that my brain can hv a 64 GB of memory card!Or i have a camera-like brain!jz capture watever things that i wan,when during exam,hahahahahaha!!i jz hope that i can reach my target at the end of stpm!

No matter what result that i'm going 2 get 4 my stpm,i'm appreciate the life that i'm in f6....No matter bitter or sour experiances that i had gone through,i think it will b a very sweet memories at the end.Too much of tears,too much of fake smile and too much of pretending....

But i think tis called "LIFE",isn't?

Jz left 2 more months 2 go.....So GAMBATEH !!